fuuuhh had our away day at Dynasty restaurant for lunch, there were Jasni, Arnold and Hajah as well. so we OTPS present ourselves there except for Najib and Hazman for cant make it to be there. wonder what happen to Hazman, for Najib he was away off to KK. Been bullied by Jasni, aihh he said save 1/3 for that space in stomach for breathing, other wise I'm gonna suffocate for not enough breathing hahaaa. oh yeah Dos Santons bought his new phone today, hehee rugget aah. lucky him cos he also got voucher for his astounding remark and performance in ITB.
ohh and when we're off to mobile shop, there's this girl, a sales lady there, she thought we're philipines hahaaa. so yeah we're blur and funny how she thought bout us. she's friendly and the first thing i noticed bout her was her eyes, attracted to that kind of eyes with her silent cute smile as if itching to have conversation and get to know lot more. Her name uhrmm ziemah, didn't ask tho cos its there on her shirt hahahaa and shes's 19 this year and I know her birthday date as well. woot woot~ our intake panya, but she seems... naah nevermind. for no reason.. I'm starving to know her lots, her eyes *drooool* hahaa.
aihh im painted in blue, black hole inside this empty heart, pump with no melody of beats. I'm giving up. despair and sadness, what possibly went wrong to myself sigh. if only she knew, if only she understand, if only she could in the same phase as me. maybe... just maybe... I'm better off alone, there's no reason for me waiting anymore, no reason to hold myself being the victim of love tragedy, yeah as they said I'm ego or mana2 lah... she kept me hanging, for that I'm clueless what she wants... for all i know, I'm not that perfect for anybody. that's my thought of myself. 3 years until today, to fall in love is the best idea i ever had but its not! crap and bullshit for me, SMC laaaa then I'll change my mind! I'm a decent guy? pffttt, I'm sweet? craap! I'm friendly? cehh! for these... there a song inside this head and it goes "if I could write lyrics bout you how come I never had one, I'm pointless having myself around you, self denying ain't I'm made of, wish and tell for that I'm lost on my own, so much sadness what happen to my happiness?" i miss you... hope that's the last thing any lady out there heard from me... goodnight.. goodnight...
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